This makes me very happy. S.A.G.E. Test Results Your Raw Score is: 495, which indicates that overall you are Androgynous Your appearance is Androgynous Your brain processes are mostly that of a Androgynous person. You appear to socialize in a feminine manner. You believe you have major conflicts about your gender identity. You indicated your were born Male. ANALYSIS: Male to Female Transsexual, who is a serious candidate for Gender Reassignment Surgery NOTES: Your Answers indicate your psychological state has likely prevailed since you were quite young.… Adhik paen

I often played with a neighbours daughter. Most of my fiends were girls which I enjoyed because I could play their games rather than nasty dirty boys games We grew up together and her house backed onto a railway main line where there was a disused 'halt'. This ha a corrugated iron building enclosed on three sides mounted on a platform made of railway sleepers. We often used to play around there and she was always wanting to see me piss. It was a wonderful feeling pulling down my trousers (because she wanted to see my little spout) and emptying my bladder in front of her. She would then lift he… Adhik paen

When I first became incontinent I experimented with a number of control methods. Initially I used a big disposable pad in tight ordinary female panties. Big Sloggi being one favourite. all was well until standing in a crowded room one day I felt the sensual warmth of piss running down inside the leg of my slacks. I then realised that my bladder was delightfully out of control and more extreme and sexual measures were required. I did some research and was drawn to the magic of protective underwear. I experimented with various kinds but for the purpose of this memoir I will concentrate on N… Adhik paen

Just lately I have been needing to piss myself far more frequently when in public. When I have the urge it is sooh easy to let go. When I am out all day I am wearing my Baird pop on extra short condom stuck to my little clitty attached to a calf worn 1000ml urine bag. Yesterday I was so equipped with everything comfortably stored in my Suprima Navy inco knickers. I was in a busy shopping centre walking through the panty and bra department of a well known store . I was enjoying looking at the panties. I knew that I need to pee, but I was transfixed watching a woman in her late sixties choosi… Adhik paen

Now I am incontinent I am learning to enjoy the fetish of pissing in public. Mostly I wear my Baird condom catheter (extra short) stuck to my minscule clitoris and attached to a large Manfred Sauer legbag secured inside my Suprima ladies incontinence knickers. It is so sexually pleasing to be stood in the middle of a shop or other public place near an attractive person and to just let the pee flow into the tube and bag from my limp little clittyis a warm and wonderful sensation. Other times I wear an Abena Abri-Form premium L4 incontinence nappy (very High capacity). This is worn inside ultra… Adhik paen

While browsing a favourite German medical supply store I came across (no pun intended) an advert for London Gold condoms which read -  Product information "London Gold 100s " The extra long-lasting condom for professional ladies gives maximum satisfaction and maximum enjoyment to the customer. It gives the customer a more natural feeling, which can lead to a faster high point. The more fragrant condom with wall stagetop 0.06 mm is moist coated on silicone and has a pleasant aroma. Thanks to easy-on shape, it is easier to wear and be more comfortable to wear. 100 stucco in the bag. '' Th… Adhik paen

Thought i would see if i could orgasm or ejaculate today. Took a cialis and watched a lovely video by stunninglymature one of my alltime hamster posters. Was very limp, but decided to bring out my trusty vacuum pump from storage. Well after a pleasantly painful minute or two my dear little clitoris stiffened up to at least 3 inches . I found a nice greasy thick rubber johhny and unrolled it onto my clitoral shaft (at least an inch). I wanted ot watch the lovely wanking in a condom video from Slutboy so I inderted my stubby little clitty into the vaccum pump and inflated. It felt very stiff… Adhik paen

When I was much younger I used to frequent a beauty spot where dogging and transvestite activity was rife. At this time I had a sex drive as I wasn't taking the medication which has subsequently feminised me. I used to enjoy the thrill of walking deep into the woods in the expectation of finding other interested parties or the signs of recent activity. often I would find used rubber jonnies and wankmags. The thought that someone had been there enjoying the excitement of outdoor sex would always get my shaved little clitty stiff. Unzipping my trousers and dropping them enough so I could pull… Adhik paen

Women are soft sensual creatures with smooth bodies and plump comforting curves. In my youth very few women used the pill. My then penis (now clitoris) was a little bigger and was easily aroused and milked. My earliest experiences with older women always consisted of being wanked off (usually while dressed and against their tights or panties /panty girdles. The sensation of the hand job has clearly imprinted on my mind as the first time I penetrated a vagina with a nice greasy 'Durex Gossamer' rubber on the sensation of wearing the condom was far more pleasurable than me being inside a puss… Adhik paen

I have not played with my clitty for over a year. today I decided to experiment with it. I have a vacuum pump and so I pumped until it was just slightly firmer than shrivelled. I took it out of the plastic tube and rubbed it with my thumb and forefinger. Within about five seconds I suffered the most unpleasant shuddering and discomfort in my clitoris. 2 drops of thick clear dark yellow gunge dropped from my peephole into a tissue I was holding. The quantity was barely enough to cover the surface of a five pence piece. The sensation was extremely unpleasant and I now accept that masturbation… Adhik paen

I have always disliked the feel of dried sperm in matted in pubic hair following ejaculation. This was my initial reason for going smooth. That and the fact that I hated ejaculating everywhere and preferred to cum in a nice thick rubber johnny . Being hair free all over is such a wonderful sensation. The knowledge that none of my genitals are hidden when I strip off. The excitement that the tiny size of my clitoris is immediately noticeable when I drop my panties is so thrilling. The feel of the fabric against my totally naked and exposed clitoral head is wonderful. I remember in the days… Adhik paen

Well when I visited the USof A I in the noughties was quite disappointed in the selection of panties available in the Mall. This is very surprising since some of the nicest I have found since have been Bali. Rago pantie girdles are the sexiest ever. In my younger days the nicest nylon full cut panties had an almost crepe like feel against my little clitty. A sanitary belt and a Dr. White's looped towel felt so good against my clitty head. I used to almost pass out with excitement when I went into the M&S lingerie department and chose matching bra panties and suspender belt. I always use… Adhik paen

In the 60's I used to play on some common land near my home. This was an area visited by courting couples and I suppose the 'doggers' of the time. I would be fascinated to find used rubber 'johnnies' lying on the grass there. I was fascinated by the smell and seeing the deposited ejaculate within. The wrappers were mainly Durex Gossamer or Durex Fetherlite. Once I was old enough to enjoy wanking I used to sneak into garage toilets to purchase condoms form the vending machines and then go and have a relaxing wank while wearing my mothers underwear. I enjoyed the fact that when I spurted from… Adhik paen

Some years ago I was very much into full crossdressing and at that time was quite passable ( even if I say it myself). Anyhow I managed to secure an invite to a party for transvestites and admirers in a large City some miles from where I was living. It was a summer evening and very warm and dry. I located the address and parked a little distance away before walking to the house - a terraced house in an inner city neighbourhood. Upon arrival I was very surprised that there were around 20 guests who were a mixture of Cis females and transvestite / transsexuals. There were some extremely attracti… Adhik paen

I was spending much time fully cross dressed and had been practicing with a dildo for some time. A nice relaxing warm enema and shower was a great way to relax. I had been corresponding with a guy on the web and I knew he was keen to meet to fuck me. A daytime arrangement was made for him to call at my accommodation. I had dressed in a loose housecoat and underneath was wearing a big pair of sheer black panties, suspender belt and lacey bra. fuly fashioned black stockings and strappy black patent high heeled shoes were there to emphasise my legs. I was heavily made up and wearing my favourite… Adhik paen